| Location | Portsmouth |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 6/2008 |
| Date of Death | 6/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,308 since 04/08/2008 |
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after loosing chantelle and babe in 2006, we tried all through 2007 to fall pregnant without sucess.
in feb 2008 i finally got that bfp. my 1st scan at 12 weeks was brilliant, it looked like we were actually going to have a baby together, at long last.
in may 2008 my daughter caught the parovirus and i caught it as well. i was to have fortnightly scans to check our baby wasn't effected.
on june 18th i went for a routine antenatal appointment and the midwife couldn't find a heartbeat. she rang around for an hour, bless her(thanks sarah) and eventually found someone to scan me.
the baby was fine, i cried tears of relief, i was so scared. there was no signs of the parovirus and the hb was good and strong and he was wriggling away in there, quite happy.
that night i slept soundly, after a very emotional day only to wake up bleeding.
i went to see my gp, who found a heartbeat of 164bpm. he rang maternity for advice and i was sent home to rest until monday when i had an appointment with my consultant.
that is the day my world fell apart. the scan revealed our baby had died.
i didn't want to believe them and demanded a 2nd opinion.
i returned the next day, strangly calm, numb. i knew they hadn't made a mistake, i just needed to to be absolutly sure.
i took a tablet to soften my cervix and returned home for 48hrs.
on thursday 26th june i went into maternity to deliver our baby. this should have been the day i had my 20wk scan.
taylor was born sleeping at 4.26pm on 26th june 2008.
we have since discovered i have a blood clotting disorder, which slowly starves my babies of oxygen. i'm so sorry, i hope you 3 didn't suffer too much. mummy didn't know.
i hope taylor is happy and playing with his angel brother and sister and all his angel friends in gods garden.
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
I\'m Sorry
I am sorry for your loss I really am.Your little Taylor is with all the other little ones now.I wish it were different for you all I really do.
Take care of yourself.
So sorry
I am so sorry to read of your loss. My baby soon Matthew was also born sleeping on the 18th June 2008 so I know exactly what you are going through. It's heartbreaking.
Hopefully time is a healer x
passing mummy of an angel
looked up and saw a rainbow
Although it had not rained
And somewhere high above me
A little angel waved
Was it just my mind a ' wandering
I really did not know
Until you whispered 'mummy'
How my love for you will grow
One day we'll be together
And I live within your heart
As a mother and her baby
Are never far apart.
come visit us when you are ready , we understand xx
www.forums.ourforeverlit tleangels.co.uk
Dont blame yourself
I am so sorry to here you have lost your babies.I dont know what it is like to lose a baby because i have never been pregnant myself,but you must not blame yourself. Mother nature can be so cruel. Take care and look after yourself.From Joy Taylor
How very sad?
i am so so very sorry for you and your unbelievable loses! I hope one day those three very special angels help keep you a baby safe and you can finally hold a baby forever. please stay strong! rest now little angels.xx
so sorry
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss, i was shocked when i saw all three of your sites. I hope and pray for you that one day you will get the child you deserve. R.I.P. sweet babies. xxx
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