Taylor Brandford

2008 - 2008
LocationPortsmouth
Age0
Date of Birth6/2008
Date of Death6/2008
Visitors957 since 04/08/2008
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after loosing chantelle and babe in 2006, we tried all through 2007 to fall pregnant without
sucess.
in feb 2008 i finally got that bfp. my 1st scan at 12 weeks was brilliant, it looked like we were
actually going to have a baby together, at long last.
in may 2008 my daughter caught the parovirus and i caught it as well. i was to have fortnightly
scans to check our baby wasn't effected.
on june 18th i went for a routine antenatal appointment and the midwife couldn't find a
heartbeat. she rang around for an hour, bless her(thanks sarah) and eventually found someone to scan
me.
the baby was fine, i cried tears of relief, i was so scared. there was no signs of the parovirus and
the hb was good and strong and he was wriggling away in there, quite happy.
that night i slept soundly, after a very emotional day only to wake up bleeding.
i went to see my gp, who found a heartbeat of 164bpm. he rang maternity for advice and i was sent
home to rest until monday when i had an appointment with my consultant.
that is the day my world fell apart. the scan revealed our baby had died.
i didn't want to believe them and demanded a 2nd opinion.
i returned the next day, strangly calm, numb. i knew they hadn't made a mistake, i just needed
to to be absolutly sure.
i took a tablet to soften my cervix and returned home for 48hrs.
on thursday 26th june i went into maternity to deliver our baby. this should have been the day i had
my 20wk scan.
taylor was born sleeping at 4.26pm on 26th june 2008.
we have since discovered i have a blood clotting disorder, which slowly starves my babies of oxygen.
i'm so sorry, i hope you 3 didn't suffer too much. mummy didn't know.
i hope taylor is happy and playing with his angel brother and sister and all his angel friends in
gods garden.



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I\'m Sorry

I am sorry for your loss I really am.Your little Taylor is with all the other little ones now.I wish it were different for you all I really do.
Take care of yourself.

Mummy To An Angel (Mummy to another Angel) August 16, 2008

So sorry

I am so sorry to read of your loss. My baby soon Matthew was also born sleeping on the 18th June 2008 so I know exactly what you are going through. It's heartbreaking.
Hopefully time is a healer x

Sharon Ward August 7, 2008

so sorry

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss, i was shocked when i saw all three of your sites. I hope and pray for you that one day you will get the child you deserve. R.I.P. sweet babies. xxx

Shirl Hutchins (passer by) August 4, 2008

How very sad?

i am so so very sorry for you and your unbelievable loses! I hope one day those three very special angels help keep you a baby safe and you can finally hold a baby forever. please stay strong! rest now little angels.xx

Leighann Gough August 4, 2008

Dont blame yourself

I am so sorry to here you have lost your babies.I dont know what it is like to lose a baby because i have never been pregnant myself,but you must not blame yourself. Mother nature can be so cruel. Take care and look after yourself.From Joy Taylor

Joy Taylor (Some one who cares) August 4, 2008

passing mummy of an angel
looked up and saw a rainbow
Although it had not rained
And somewhere high above me
A little angel waved
Was it just my mind a ' wandering
I really did not know
Until you whispered 'mummy'
How my love for you will grow
One day we'll be together
And I live within your heart
As a mother and her baby
Are never far apart.

come visit us when you are ready , we understand xx

www.forums.ourforeverlit tleangels.co.uk

Kayleigh August 4, 2008
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